Minggu, 26 Mei 2013

Can I Go Back To December?



Bisa ngga balik lagi ke Desember?
Bisa ngga kita mulai dari awal lagi dan membuat semuanya jadi benar?
Bisa ngga mesin waktu berpihak dengan segala kegilaan yang ada dipikiran saya selama ini?

Mimpi.

Faktanya waktu ngga bisa di ulang kembali. Mau meraung-raungpun ngga akan bisa. Meminta dengan muka memelas tetep ngga bisa. Sekarang ya sekarang. Dulu, ya, dulu. Kita bisa apa? Kita mau balik lagi ke waktu itu dan membereskan semuanya. Kalau waktu itu kita berbuat salah, kita menyesal dan kita balik lagi ke waktu itu dan membenarkan segalanya, gimana kita bisa belajar dari pengalaman?

Dulu, ya, dulu. Belajar dari pengalaman. Jangan sampai terulang kembali. Karena aku ngga mau jatuh kelubang yang sama dua kali.

And now, take this song. Resapi dalam-dalam.


Back to December - Taylor Swift.

I'm so glad you made time to see me.
How's life? Tell me how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while.
You've been good, busier than ever,
We small talk, work and the weather,
Your guard is up and I know why.
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind.
You gave me roses and I left them there to die.

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night,"
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you.
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.

I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven't been sleeping,
Staying up, playing back myself leavin'.
When your birthday passed and I didn't call.
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times,
I watched you laughing from the passenger side.
Realized that I loved you in the fall.

And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was "Goodbye".

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your tanned skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right

And how you held me in your arms that September night –
The first time you ever saw me cry.

Maybe this is wishful thinking,
Probably mindless dreaming,
But if we loved again, I swear I'd love you right.

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't.
So if the chain is on your door I understand.

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."
And I go back to December...
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you,
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine.
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right.
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind

I go back to December all the time.
All the time.

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